crazymixedupmiracles~~~

so i got up this morning, a bit later than usual
and made some coffee, fed the critters, all the usual
got on my computer to check emails before getting on with my day
and then
there it was
an email from a friend's son
who'd offered to help with some new stuff i want to do with my other site
he'd written a few days earlier
telling me where i could go to get what i needed
i was thrilled to have the info
all i asked for was info
and then
this email shows up
and there inside
is the actual 'thing' i was going to do myself
i mean, he actually DID IT!
went online, got the program, loaded it all up
and DID IT!
i was so blown away
my hands were shaking
my breath was erratic
my whole body was tingling
like when you stick your finger in a socket
only better (cuz that's just not fun!)
i sat there, looking at what he'd done
amazed at his beautiful vision
and his enormous heart
and his desire to help
blown away just doesn't come close
then......
i swear it
i see another email
from his brother
who also wants to help
and has his own amazing talents
so here i am
i have my friend
and her sons
and their beautiful selves
all in my corner
all offering up who they are
just for me
amazing
astonishing
utterlyabsofreakinlutelyawesome
talk about blessed!

relax, refresh, rejuvenate ~~~

so much stuff has transpired in recent months
lots of lifechanging stuff
thru it all
the one thing that kept rising up
was
trust
trust that it's all gonna work out
trust that you're not alone
trust that, even tho some folks feel the need
to mess with ya
it's all gonna be alright
because when the day is done
no matter how long
or short
that day might be
the only person you have to face
is
you
and the beautiful thing about that
is the the 'you' you're facing
got to make all the choices
about judgments
and decisions
and joy
bottom line:
joy
iZZZ
a
CHOICE
i got to choose
joy
and did
(well, mostly anyway)
thru it all
there was joy
and love
and lots of hugs
even if they came from the critters
(and not some 2-legged being)
doesn't really matter
a hug
is still
a hug
gotta love that